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Crazy Black Girl is a podcast for the truest version of your story. Host Shatara Jewell, a novelist and psychiatric nurse practitioner, talks through the moments when life shifts and the story we've been telling ourselves no longer holds. Some episodes are just her; others bring in guests who share what "crazy" has meant in their lives, and what they'd call it now. New episodes every Thursday.
Latest Episodes
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Oct. 29, 2026
I Wasn’t Healing. I Was Achieving.
This week on the Crazy Black Girl Podcast, I’m sharing a story I’ve carried for a long time.
For years, I tried to prove a painful moment from my teenage years wrong through achievement. On paper, I had everything I was supposed to want. But I wasn’t living. I was performing a version of myself that convinced everyone, including me, that I was okay. Then, in a therapist’s office, one question stopped me: “Who are you without all of your achievements?”
In this episode, I talk about the differen
For years, I tried to prove a painful moment from my teenage years wrong through achievement. On paper, I had everything I was supposed to want. But I wasn’t living. I was performing a version of myself that convinced everyone, including me, that I was okay. Then, in a therapist’s office, one question stopped me: “Who are you without all of your achievements?”
In this episode, I talk about the differen
Oct. 22, 2026
My Past Doesn't Get the Final Word
You Knew Me Then, Not Now | Featuring Bee Sometimes it takes losing your freedom to discover what it truly means to live. This week on the Crazy Black Girl Podcast, I'm joined by Bee for a raw and unapologetic conversation about choices, consequences, gratitude, and becoming someone different from who you used to be. Before serving 18 months in prison, Bee was drawn to the fast life. But what happens when the life you thought you wanted leads you somewhere you never imagined? For Bee, those 1
Oct. 10, 2026
Who Gets Called a Brother, Who Gets Called a Monster?
When a young man is accused of something terrible, who gets to be somebody's son first, and who is a monster before the sentence is finished? This week I put the Cornell fraternity case next to the Central Park Five and look at how each story was told: the photos, the ages, the past, and who got to speak. This isn't about guilt or innocence. It's about how the first telling sets the verdict before the facts arrive, and what narrative repair looks like when we notice it. Tell me about a time you
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Oct. 1, 2026
I Almost Gave Up
I almost gave up on Crazy Black Girl Podcast. Not because I had nothing left to say, but because life changed and so did I. I wasn’t sure this podcast still fit the woman I was becoming. Turns out, it didn’t need to. In this comeback episode, I’m talking about where I’ve been, what happened when I found myself an emotional wreck, and why I decided it was time to bring Crazy Black Girl back. The conversations are growing with me. Mental health, identity, healing, life, and all the things Blac
Sept. 24, 2026
Say His Name, Even Now
On Monday, a grand jury decided no one will be charged in the death of 18-year-old Nolan Wells. His cause of death is still undetermined, and his family still doesn't have answers. In this episode, I talk about what this news brings up for me as the mother of a Black son, why stories like Nolan's fade from the headlines, and what it does to us to keep living through the same ending. I also talk about how to carry this kind of grief without going numb. Say his name: Nolan Xavier Wells. Read th
Sept. 17, 2026
I Said I Was Fine. My Body Said Otherwise.
I was driving to Waffle House with Whitney Houston playing, already knowing I was about to order the All-Star Special, and my hands would not stop shaking. The accident was over. But apparently, my body didn’t get the memo. A few weeks earlier, my car hydroplaned on a two-lane road in North Carolina. My sister was in the passenger seat, and for a second, I really thought that was it. I walked away with a sprained ankle, a seatbelt bruise, and a totaled car. And then I did what I think a lot
Feb. 21, 2026
From The Trap Museum to Trusting God
From Atlanta’s Trap Museum to a quiet conversation with God, this episode is about survival, surrender, and everything in between. I came home from culture, music, and community to a flu, a kidney infection, and a wake-up call. Somewhere between dehydration and overthinking, I realized I’ve been carrying backup plans for my backup plans trying to outthink the future before it arrives. This is a conversation about anxiety that feels real, even when faith says trust. About trauma that teaches y
Feb. 4, 2026
Passing the Mic: A Mother–Daughter Conversation
In this special episode of the Crazy Black Girl Podcast, I’m joined by my very first guest — my daughter, Naomi. We share a candid, heartfelt conversation about life, academics, entrepreneurship, and the lessons she’s learning as a young girl navigating her own path. She offers honest advice for girls her age, and I couldn’t be more proud or excited to have her on the mic with me. This episode is full of wisdom, love, and real talk you don’t want to miss.